So, so sorry

This is an apology for you Lex and also a bit of a put me down,only so I could be satisfied I'd been well and truly told. XXXXX

So, so sorry

I wish I could have never caused you worry

Never done anything that left me with a need to be sorry

May as well have hit you with an emotional lorry

But you've always been there by me!

Showed you care instead of disappearing in a hurry

Couldn't understand, why me?

Nothing about me is even special

We got together and then you became

My life, my wife and roses petal

I'm soft in the head and I can be cold as metal

Hope everyday that meeting me you don't regret

Coz me meeting you makes me happy that we met

If worst comes to worst, you I couldn't forget

Without you my lifeline would be blind

Losing my way and unable to find

The right path and in my hand is that death warrant of mine

All done and signed

I sit back and start to unwind

Physically and mentally start to decline

Stood at the back of that longest line

For me there won't be anything more

Than that in my face, slammed door

Is this a forecast that I'd seen and then foreseen what I foresaw

No common sense so didn't realise what I'd done

Typically me, the fall wasn't fun

Caused you once again more pain, my number one

Now I've hurt you, life's dull and where sun once had shone

Should get me a gun

Would be over quick and wouldn't take long

I wouldn't be able to right any wrongs

Especially if I was dead and gone

Say "Sorry" so much it's no longer a word

But all that you've heard, you may be better off calling me "Dirt",

It's what I deserve for it was you that I'd hurt

I'm the idiot who chose to choose that choice

Sorry, sorry ******* is all that's my voice

Goes from sorry to a babble like noise

If I was a word then Sorry is me

Fits to a T

Pathetically, I'd accept a smack in the teeth

Don't want to leave, you are the belief I believe 

You I have disrespected 

Should have been ejected

Having neglected

Believe I should roll up my sleeve and be lethal injected

It would be what I'd receive and it'd be easily accepted

You I affected

Mentally, It didn't mean to be so pathetic

Yes, I regret it and hope no one is sympathetic

Ashamed from the pain I put you through

My face for this disgrace would welcome a steel toe shoe

Excuses lame, I wish I could do

1 Thing and take all the pain away from you

On me I would put it onto 

Deserve a kiss from a fist

All I have caused, well there's a big fucking list

Please let me back in

I will work my way up from the bin back to where we had been

Take it on the chin

Knowing the ice I walk on is really thin

Hope to get it back together

In rhyme not letter

Hope you forgive me and that I can be better. XXX

Hope it was ok. If it happened to be bit shit then please leave me a comment XXX Thank you XXX