Alien Intrusions

This is a set of urban lyrics that describes my fear and confusion when I had suffered a delusion that had me lose grip completely with reality. I didn't even know who I was and believed that I was being controlled by Extra Terrestrials from another planet. Wasn't funny but now I can LMAO!!! Hope you enjoy ......

Alien Intrusions

Late one warm summer evening

I couldn't believe what I was having me believing

I was angry, confused and seething

I heard voices! Were they auditory hallucinations?

Or are they real?

Couldn't breathe or feel how I was supposed to feel

I took some pills for sedation

Couldn't go sleep but tried to be patient

Looked ok, but in my eyes it was vacant

It then seemed

I was being controlled by these beings

Fiends

Entering my dreams

I could hear them but they were left unseen

How come shit like this always has to be

Forever affecting me

I was happily living my happy life happily

Then E.T. comes along pleading insanity

Please would someone throw a slap at me!

Ever since I was 11years old

Alien transmitter planted in my damn ear lobe

Voices, constantly flowed

Like water flowing in a river yo! they never stopped talking

Swimming for reality, for me no walking

An invisible stalker and me it be stalking

They said to me"We are from a far and distant galaxy!"

Trying to remove me from reality and society

Asking if I work for them with the probable probability to hire me

Then Fire me

Putting me in the Priory

E.T. Aliens giving me orders

To mentally cross my mental borders

Acting shady

I tried to act not crazy

They gave my mind and me much needed reassurance

They told me "welcome aboard bruv!"

Never ever will I be the same again

Intrusion on my mind from aliens

Life forms

Arriving in swarms

Mentally in my mind  I was brewing up a storm

I wasn't even warned

They had no thought to warn me

A fuck up for eternity 

Forced to hear obscenities no sympathy

I hear them but can't see

If I didn't do as they told

What I behold made sure I got showed

Pains I detest

Deep in my chest

Then was the test a confession confessed

I'm anything but blessed

They said they wouldn't harm me

Arriving in an army

Forced to rob a pharmacy

Then erased my fucking memory

Hurry and bury me inside a cemetery

To rid me of my auditory enemy

Legs scarred from Stanley blade slices

Cutting deep to remove tracking devices

If nothing else this is a fucking crisis

Bio organism  transmitters in my chest and brain

Disobey

I feel an array of sharp pain

If I complain they do it again and again

Wishing soon that I'd be dying

Why am I crying? Dying, I'm lying I'm lying

I am the knot in the rope you are tying

Just a tangled metaphor for what I'm implying

Orders from the implanted informers

Causing me trauma

Backing me into a corner

Mental torturous torture

Attacked 24/7 from voices

In forces

Arriving in flying saucers

Try and jump the fence

Lacking evidence

Got to escape these Extra Terrestrial residents

Of a higher intelligence

Was sent to see a professional Doc

He had me put into a room and the lock was for sure locked

I was in a state of shock as I sat there and rocked

The voices in my head just laughed and mocked

They sedated me for many many days

In a haze was I crazy and stuck with this craze?

I kept screaming and shouting "They're Real!"

Nothing no praise

I was offered a deal

Take this medication

It will cause annihilation 

Of the auditory hallucinations

I imagined in my imagination

That I was on a sedated Vacation

Wanted out of here fast

So I did as I was asked

The voices still mock me and got the last laugh last

Tried but could not grasp

I needed to leave them in the past

Soon felt change in how I did feel

Reality was back and the voices not real

Never ever would I rob again or steal

Back on track

No more smack,crack even squidgy black

Try and not be slack

Mentally I did pack

A big bag of sense

And if ever again shit got tense

I would use medication to show them what I meant

Sending hallucinations back to where they had been sent

Hallucinations and Delusions

My mind I was losing

Confused confusion was confusing

Not real I say, Aliens impossible

To get the truth first must eliminate the improbable

The doctor wouldn't lie?Unless he was one of them and was unstoppable

If I saw it was a cover up I would have got a gun and shot them all

It'd be me ending up with a bruising

And a straight jacket of my very own choosing

I am confused from the confusion

To me

Always a conspiracy

An illusion 

That completely covered up my Alien Intrusion!!!!

I really hoped you liked this, I will say that I didn't when It was happening to me but now knowing I will maybe have auditory hallucinations for the rest of my life am learning to cope with it day after day. Feel free to leave comments and hope you enjoyed. Take care and love to you all xxxxxxxx